then thats what you need to work on the fact that you hate yourself - I am working on that too - its mainly things that were done to me and said to me that makes me think that - is it the same for you?
I am trying to let go ofthose voices.... I hope you can too.
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet