(((cutbuddie)))))
do you have relatives you could go and stay with with your parents permission so there would be no stress?
are you seeing a therapist? they could help wiht your anxitey levels... I know they help me.
if you get on well with your dad can you talk to him aobut this? mayb ehe would understand and get you help
with the antidepressanat some times the first one you try doesnt work - you have to find the right one for you cna you go back to the drs andexplain whats happeneing?
take care ok - try and breathe and stop and think and see if there is a way your dad or another family member or friend could help with this ok
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet