or almost 2 years, anyway...

I've progressed, and regressed. I am in need, once again, of the help from the only people who actually understand the craziness of me.

I feel bad that I could not contribute back as much as what I received when I first came here, yet I feel no shame in coming back here because I received - what I consider - to be the best community of peers that gave me guidance in how to deal with an illness that seems so "unseemly," if you know what I mean...