I dont know how old you are so if at school is there a school counciller? if not at school can you go see your dr for a referral to a Therapist?
keep talking it out here - it does helps - it helps me - helps me sort things out ... we are listening if you want to talk or sitting with you if you just need company ok
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet