Blue,

Although I was just new to PC at the time I know you have been through much after the loss of your dear brother, as I observed the posts.

As for the death of your father, this feeling of relief is exactly how I felt about my relative dying. I am actually glad he is gone.

I did not know you have a grief chat already. You may be right about being sensitive to their loving losses as opposed to this, your recent one.

All the best,
Hunny