I feel so alone, depressed, hopeless, and lost. I don't really know where I belong anymore. I thought coming here would be good for me, but I only went down hill last week.
My T wants to talk about my sexual abuse and get my anger out. This really scares me and I am having panic attacks.
My mother took my son away from me and I had to fight to even get him back. My family all together has completely shunned me because I am trying to speak up for the first time in my life. I'm no good to them, and no good to anyone else.
This world is so hard to live in when you feel like no one cares so I begin to not care about myself. So much damage I have already done to other people and myself. There is nothing left.
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