Hello! Dolphinmkr, you're dealing with several monumental challenges I can barely imagine. If I had some special words to lessen the fear of speaking of your trauma with your T, I would say them. May someone here or anywhere with those words step forward and encourage you.

Just my opinion, but your speaking up is a courageous act that, sooner or later, will benefit people. You may never see the results of speaking up, but doing so is praiseworthy. Thank you.