I'm only 20, but my depression makes me feel like I'm 100 years old. Sometimes I can hardly move from my bed to a chair and back again, and when the depression is really bad, I shuffle more than I walk. My whole body feels heavy and my thoughts get slowed down, and all I want to do is sleep. I lose all sense of my youth and of my future, and I feel like I'm just waiting to die. It's really scary.
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Rebecca
"If you're going through hell -- keep going."
- Winston Churchill
It's better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection.
- Elizabeth Gilbert
Bring on the wonder, we got it all wrong,
we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on.
Bring on the wonder, bring on the song,
I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long.
- Susan Enan
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