Hi *freak*,

Thanks for your comments. You did bring up a good point. I don't really think that's all of the problem. I've wondered if I had done or said something that I don't remember. If you read the part where I wrote about seeing her in the hospital, I was kind of surprised about what she had said later about not wanting me there. During the visit, everything seemed fine. When I seen her after she had been released, she acted different. I've wondered if any of this could be related to her Bipolar Disorder or Paranoid schizophrenia?

This is the letter I've wrote:

"I just wanted to write a brief note and say that I really do miss our friendship. I’ve thought a lot about you during the past several weeks. I miss all the times that we drank coffee together, I miss all the times that we watched movies and went out to eat. I miss hearing you laugh and I miss you making me laugh. To sum it up, you have really been a good friend to me.

I've reestablished contact with old friends and I'm doing other things to stay busy. But it just isn't the same without you as my friend. I really would love to talk to you."