There was no SA in my history, so idk if this is relevant, but i sometimes get the urge to just cut when T starts asking too many questions or too hard questions. Feel like I would like to leave the room immediatelly and slice up my arms or legs or both. This is why i never ever take my si tool with me when i go to therapy.
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I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead
I lift my lids and all is born again
I think I made you up inside my head
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