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I have lost 3 children. I have no worrd of encouragement except that you are letting your children live on through the good memories that you create for them. I also think all the time about it. I had to have an abortion (i nearly died) and I am constantly plagued with feeling of guilt thinking that it was the first female president or the first person to cure aids. I just offer you my hugs and my condolences.