I got more sleep last night, but it was restless and I had some very strange, but vivid dreams which was quite unsettling. My evening was quite bad. I just felt really down and yucky and like I didn't want to see anyone or do anything, or even be here.

But I'm still here and still feeling quite down, but I'm coping.. I think. Just finding it hard to come to terms with the fact that one of my close friends has lung cancer.. I don't really know what else to say, my head's mush at the moment.. Sorry.