I'm so scared..I just can't pinpoint why..well...let me tell you WHY I'm going..

I'm a big rodent lover. I already have a rabbit and my sis has 2 gerbils..my science teacher said she would let me have 2 of the guinea pigs that her adults had a while ago..

So...I just happened to realize that they are having summer school this summer...so kids will be there...
If you've read some of my threads you'll know I've been teased damn near all my life..and I've come to realize most of the kids who are in summer school [didn't pay attention in class, never did work because they didn't wanna, blah blah etc.] are the ones who teased me..this is scaring me because I've had the trauma of actually being laughed at as soon as I walk in a class, people saying I'm weird because I like small animals, etc., and I'm really about to pass out. because of this, and my general anxiety I already a have.

Now, knowing a teacher is going to be there, I doubt anyone will say anything, maybe giggle, but that alone terrifies me..

I don't know..maybe I have nothing to worry about..ugh..I'm scared. Is there anyway I can feel better for the time being? Thanks for letting me let it all out guys and gals.. for you all.