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I think your feelings are normal. This step that you have taken was for yourself not for your friend. You decided to get Sober because you knew that your life needed to take a different direction. You should feel so incredibly proud of yourself. I think your decision to talk to him after he had been drinking was probably something I would have done also. I would want a reminder as to why I quit in the first place. Please dont be too hard on yourself for thinking "glad it not me". Those feelings, to me, are natural. I dont know if I would have called anyone either. But I am glad that you at least posted here because I know its better to get it all out rather then bottle it up. If you feel like you should call those ppl, then do so. I am behind whatever you decide.
You have made some great progress here Ray. Your so strong. Your doing just fine.

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