This man is doing his job in the classroom. And it sounds as if your fantasy is making things very difficult. He's blocking you for all the right reasons. I'm sorry if you have a crush on him. But, that's something that *you* have to deal with. It's not *his* problem.
He's your TEACHER. He's a married ADULT.
You're his STUDENT. You are a CHILD, (even as I realize you don't feel like one, legally, you *are* one).
These realities do not mix -- at all.
They can get him fired and put him in jail if he ever crossed a line. And this line is very clear. Unfortunately, teacher training does not prepare young men, (or women for that matter), how to deal with adolescent girls and boys who are maturing physically, and look much older than they are with their dress and make up and such.
But, know this, even a *perception* of wrong doing on his part can get him in deep trouble that can ruin his career. It can prevent him from ever being able to move up.
Is that what you want for him?
What will that get you?
You do need to focus on students your own age - friends and boyfriends. You need to look at your own education; your own future. That is what is appropriate; what is right - for everyone involved.
You are old enough to know right from wrong.
Please think about this long and hard. And do the right thing.
Move away from this situation. Since school's out, it should be easy enough to do.
His life is *not* yours to share.
He's your teacher. Nothing more.
I wish you well.
Peace!