(((((((((((Vince))))))))))))))))
YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE.
Nope, you're NOT.
I know that's hard to believe, but trying to keep ourselves sober while trying not to self-injure or do any other sort of negative coping is really, really, HARD.
(Believe me. I'm almost at a year sober and it's hard trying to balance that with my self-injurious tendencies and all my self destructive behaviours. It doesn't even matter how long it's been. It gets easier, but it's still difficult, especially when we're having a hard time with struggles in our life).
Please get medical attention if you need it. And throw away any of the booze you might have bought. I mean that. Alcohol + self injury = BIG MESS.
What's wrong? What triggered this all?
Get back up and try again dear. You are important and cared about, and I don't like seeing people I like hurting. How can I help you??

Please be safe.