taking it easy since i got home from the hospital. I signed up for a lesbian coffee club a while back and tomorrow i am going to meet with them for a free concert in the park. I am still a little shakey and scared but i am going anyway because i need to get on with my life...no excuses. I might even enjoy it. To be honest, i still think of mr. Crackhead once in a while, but will probably keep him as a fantasy lover in my head for those naughty drawer nights. I did not expect for me to attempt to end it. Guess i will need a lot of counceling and a lot of support from you fine folks. So is this a good game plan?