This Is the way My girl was . she was very animated in a cute way . She would nibble a near by pillow or bed spread when ever I cooed to her or rubbed her back. and she remained playful her entire life.

I was at a clients house to day where I was allowed to bring her to work with me . They have a wooded lot at the end of a culldesac . and I could just let her roam . We had such a connection All I had to do was think about her call her name in my mind and she would show up . I didn't have to call her name vocally.

My Client walked up to my truck today and could tell she was gone.

its very hard working without her.




This is very special To have a dog that can be taken in to homes. My girl was not that well trained to do that . I was big on giving her freedom . too much I think . In her older age she did walk by myside with out a leash . She was always so busy hunting .

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.....gotta love the silly things they do......that is what their personalities are all about.....know I couldn't have gotten through life without them either........I know how precious your little girl was to you.......they definitely hold onto our hearts even after we loose them.....those heart memories are what stay with us forever.

I loved the way she would get a ball drop it a few feet from my feet and then with her nose roll it so it would land in between my heel to heel stance. She would do that with children to .

Was a bit of a problem when I was mowing . she'd drop it right in front of the mower. ( LOL) Or when Id pick up a rake she place it in front of the rake tines.



im sorry your mother was in denial and ingnored her health .Debbie till it was too late, I can understand this though.
its not uncommon for many people. to do . At least you have chossen another path . How fortunate you are . and hope you can revel in the work you have done .

It just sounded like a very sad time for you and having been robbed by a caretaker .in the midst of it all. I hope your taking care of your heart .the memories that are resurfacing for you sound painful .

Not your fault. Debbie.
It sounds like she had a problem with her weight as well . Its just so sad to hear .

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.it's tough thinking about the necessity of having to change eating habits to make positive changes that really do make a difference with the healing & the cancer when we are also dealing with an ED...

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Ive had years of recovery from My Ed Debbie . I think my eatings pretty healthy , I can get a bit lazey with seeing its well balanced at times. And just a few months ago I gave up caffine . So when my surgeon told me not to drink any caffine while I work on this bladder infection that just cropped up because of surgery.. I just smiled inside and whispered to myself .

"No problem" already doing that.... I believe Ive given my bladder a work out with all the coffee I was drinking . Only two balder infections my entire life . My food is not a problem and Im thankful for that . I am thinking about going organic though .... its expensive.. Im thinking I may try Nightbirds Wheat grass . ( I've been watching her... LOL!)

hold my nose and down the hatch.... im willing to try new things .

Im drinking more plain water . Im not a water drinker so this is a new change for me .


Thank you it means alot to me right now.

Patricia