Well ,

I saw My Gp today , Not my surgeon and I asked her to write down the name of my cancer . so heres the first reading I have done on it.Tonight when I woke up and im a bit upset.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uterine...rous_carcinoma

I didn't like the look in her eye today.

My Surgeon told me I'm some kind of level one which is good BUT! let me know Im up for consideration for radiation or Chemo.

so I don't know what to think .

My emotions have been all over the place. I think the cancer doesn;t hurt as much as how alone I am in this in real life . and looking over the past three years has just hieghtened alot of my contemaplations . Its been intresting watching peoples responses in real ife as I tell them . Its been an eye opener . and its teaching me to be more compationate.
Something very strange has been happening.

Im getting these phone messages for further health appointments I have needed but have not made .

Its like I have someone whos looking out for me . I just listen to the appointments and say .. Okay Ill be there .

mamogram tomorrow . And today I found out I have an eye appointment. on Friday . that I did not make. I think My GP is making them for me .

So thats as much as I have right now still waiting.... and the waitig is hard.

Im back to work but only working four hours a day . and Im pretty tired afterwards.

Thanks so much for caring.



Patricia