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Originally Posted by ThePainNeverDies
People kept asking me for help and I just thought why??? Why can't I be the one that's asking for help for once?
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I give up -- why can't you?
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I honestly don't know what's happened  I just feel like I have a heavy weight crushing me and like I'm walking around - more like stumbling around - with something dragging me down.
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That's what it usually feels like when you have stuff coming up in need of being looked at, that you'd rather not look at. Granted, you may not have much idea what it's about till you're out the other side of it; still, do you suppose it might be about something that happened recently to trigger you? You found out that your friend had cancer; you had that conversation with Connor last night; anything else?
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I wish I didn't even exist sometimes.
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Sometimes I pretend for a while that I don't exist. I become just a point of consciousness -- no dimensions, no attributes, no possessions, nothing. It typically takes 5 or 10 minutes at the outside for me to discover at least one thing that I'm ready to come back for. If I were to try it nowadays, I'd probably feel like getting back on the computer and checking my PC notifications.
