Hey, sorry that you feel that way. I can understand because now I am sleeping in another bedroom, I can't even look at him any more. And the worse is that he doesn't want to talk about, only screaming and than playing that he is hurt. I can't tell you to leave him because I know how hard it is to do it. But I know from myself when you are closed it won't help you in relationship. It is important to find a way to show him that you and him need to go for some help, is not easy because he will denied everything and will say that this is your fault, it is not. I am so desperate that if I will not find the way to get some help Im going back home, and I wish you to find a way to talk to your partner, when you will find comunication you will be on the good way to do sth positive for your relationship.