I do try asking for help sometimes, but then I always seem to be ignored.. Like the typical conversation would go... "Hi, how've you been?" "Hi, I'm okay thanks, yourself?" "Things have been tough, but I'm coping" --- or whatever. But no, the second part is me and it's always cut out. The other person asking how I am is always cut out and it sucks. I just feel like standing there and saying "ASK ME HOW I AM THEN!!" Or.. "I'M FINE! THANKS FOR ASKING! NOT."

Heh. It makes me want to cry, just how much I try to help others and how little they seem to acknowledge that and want to help me too.. Even the closest of my friends..

Blaaaahhh. Today was okay, it wasn't so bad.. I was running around a lot and swimming so I felt not so bad about eating something, but it still managed to come back up again because my body just wouldn't accept it. Gaaaaah.

Sucky, sucky, stupid suckiness!

At least I tried?