I feel like I sabotage any relationship I get into subconsiosly then I feel sad and pitty once he doesn't want to be with me anymore.....

I know I'm putting so much thought into it and I hate to admit that, but I want to learn at least....Also, I'm getting crazy of thinking obsessevely about it....I don't feel sad or depressed, but I can't stop the thoughts....

Now that I think back, I was complaining and questioning everything from up front so quickly without knowing him at the very begining of the relationship and that's what everything goes wrong....

It's sad when you feel for somebody, but things don't go well

sorry folks for bugging again....

I'm trying to forget and move forward, but tired of the same cycle starting again....getting so disappointed, although I don't want negetive thoughts coming to me, but it's hard to push them back....

Thanks
Marjan