Here goes. I am 18 and Gay. I don't like what i am, i hate it. But i cannot change it.

I am in a relationship with this girl, i have been for a few months, she is 17 and is so nice its unbelievable. But i am gettign down about being in a relationship with her as i feel i am hiding my true self. I tried proving i wasn't gay and dragged her into this mess and i feel so guilty. . Should i tell her the truth and risk hurting her? or shall i just let it fizzle away. She knows something is up, she keeps asking. I just deny it and tell her she is imagining it.

Even if i do end up single i don't think i will be with a guy, cause i care too much about what people think and people dont like "queers". My parents would kick me out if they knew the truth... oh i dunno..

Sorry, i don't expect an actual answer. was just nice getting it off my chest.

Regards,
Chance x