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Thank you so much for writing. Things are a little better now- i did call my T and make an appt for next week. it's all i can do, i can't find anyone else and we're not doing well enough not to see anyone. i told T how i felt and he said to make an appt until i find someone or maybe it can work out. i don't know. i did it anyways.

Dawntreader, thank you for understanding about the certainty we have at home- it's so hard to change your home when the inside keeps changing all the time. There's no certainty anywhere. when i switch it feels like the whole world changes. Everything feels so unstable that we can't bear any other changes.

Thank you Everyone for being there.

Love,
kerria