to do cuz we has already asked for so much help and ye all is alwyas here for beads and dunno iffen this even rite place to put this but here goes.........

rite now we is just wishing that a great hole would open up in the ground and swallow us up so that do not have to deal with any of the s hit in the garbage can no more
or that mayber we could just float into the sunset where it is pretty and lite not like her life and never come back
and no this is NOT a suiciodal post just wanting to get back to that perfectly numb place hwere nuthing hurteds.......
feelings of ick are creeping and oozing into her pores again and nites are always haunted by ghosts and flashbvacks outta the psat.....
like we should not have to be afraid just to go to sleep at nite but we are
....
should not have to live in fear and being on guard at all times but we are...







dotn know what else to put except

why???!!!

also cannot fix her adn all the doctor peoples does is keep addign labels which is NOT what we need just want help ta get outta the muck once and for all NOT to be a freak no mores

mary sue

mary sue