Hi there Bobby.. I have been right where you are. I have done things to myself to release my anger, my sadness, my emotions. To feel something. Anything. I no longer do these things, and I feel better about it. At times I want to, but I keep myself sane with my music and good thoughts and I stray away from it. You are trying to cope with what is happening in your life. It doesn't make you a bad person, or a weak person, it just makes you a person who could use a little bit of help. Try talking to a friend, talk to us. Leave me a message anytime you need to. I have been through a lot in my life, and I know how it is. We are all here for you, and I am sure any of us would lend a helping hand.

My only advice to you, is to try to do something that doesn't harm yourself. Scream into a pillow, hit a pillow, go where no one else can go and scream at the top of your lungs, or even put on your headphones and blare some music. Just please, don't hurt yourself. Although it feels good at the time, it can harm your body. Do something that won't harm you. Good luck to you, try to think happy thoughts..