Thank you FooZe. That makes a lot of sense and the hug has put a smile on my face

I still feel selfish when I don't help someone, though.. But I guess with time I'll learn to listen to people when they say that I'm not selfish and take that in and believe it.. But for now, the only thing that resounds in my head is Shana's voice saying "you're such a selfish little ***** and nobody wants you."



Thank you for the hug