I've been through this.. Mainly because I loved someone so much, and perhaps it was too much. It caused me so much anger and pain, that I lashed out on myself. Sometimes I would cry, sometimes I would just yell. Sometimes I would hit walls, make my knuckles bleed. The easiest thing for me was to cut as well. It made me feel good. It made me feel pain. I felt like I deserved pain, like I ruined everything, so I just did it. I just released all of my anger.

I now have scars I can never get rid of, and I hate it. I hate the fact that I can't keep my wrist uncovered, for fear someone will see the deep scars. I wish I never did it. I wish I would have listened to the advice I give now. To go scream into a pillow, to go hit something soft. Just remember, what you do to yourself now will last with you forever. You can't take it away, you can't forget it.

We are all here for you. Stay safe, be careful, and here's to you keeping it up. You were doing good, keep it that way. I once relapsed as well, but then I made sure it never happened again. You will be OK, keep your head on straight and you will make it through this. God Bless.