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I usually do it everyday, unless my meds situation is screwed up and I don't trust myself. I am seeing a T and right now I don't want help cause I don't want to quit. I have seen my friends get more severe in doing it and seen how I just seem to get worse and worse about it. A lot of times I worry that eventually my friend, and I will die because of this habit. I know my problem is getting worse, and I wish I would've got help when I first started. Sometimes I can't even get myself to leave the house without cutting; it scares me that I let it get this out of control. The longest I've managed to go without is nine days and I almost ended up dieing because when I broke down and gave in I went to far. Whenever I think of quitting I remember that time and it scares me now to cut and to not cut. I don't know what to do anymore. I wish I answered your question and truthfully have forgotten what I was starting to say in the first place. Good Luck