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Originally Posted by tgirl48
 EVERYTIME MY KIDS HAVE LEFT TO GO AWAY LIKE A TRIP I GET THIS RUSH OF FEAR SADNESS ABANDONMENT AFRAID NOT GOING TO C THEM AGAIN.I STOP CRYING FOR DAYS.WELL MY 15 YEAR OLD WENT ON A SUPERLINER TRAIN TO CHICAGO.GREAT CHANCE TO C THINGS SHE IS GOING TO WORK IN BROTHER IN LAW MOVIE THEATRE. SHE WAS SO EXCITED ME NOT SO MUCH. IT GETS REALLY BAD AT NIGHT . |
Hi I could have written this post. I also suffer greatly like this regarding my children. I have gotten a bit better now and try to tell myself that these fears are mine and my children are not feeling the same fears I am feeling, they are fears I had myself as a child. I have to talk these fears through though with my therapist, not once, but many times. If I didn't I'd miss out on just enjoying my kids enjoying their lifes and I was afraid I'd pass my insecurities onto them also.