(((((jacq10)))))

I am sorry you are in this much pain. I hope that in sharing this it has helped some and let some of the anger out. You are okay and intitled to how you are feeling. And we are listening and do hear you. And we do care.

We understand so much of what you are saying. We do not understand having a mother either. We get what you are feeling. Please don't lose faith in all women as there are some that are not that way. But we do understand.

For a long time we trusted no one and could not. We did not understand what trust even was. But with time, we have learned or are learning to trust a little at a time. It is true that the only person that you can really count on is yourself. But having others in your life is important.

You are not alone and we are hearing you. Please be kind to yourself and take care of you. You deserve to be heard and cared about. I am sorry you feel unsupported in your SI and we can also understand that. Please know you are not alone. We are here to listen and support.

Thank you for trusting enough to post and let us know how you are feeling. It is important to get out those feelings. And knowing you are reaching out is important. It shows you are not giving up. And that is something to be proud of.

I hope that you will continue to post and let us know how you are feeling. We do care and are here for you. Sending you a gentle hug if that is okay.

dps