((((((ExiExi)))))

We hear you and do care. Asking for help is hard but just what you wrote is asking for help. You are not alone. We feel your pain. What you say or have to say is important. What you do is important.

I am sorry you are feeling trapped. That is not a good feeling I know. But you have taken the first step and that is reaching out here. Taking the chance to open up just a little and let out a little. That is important.

Feeling like no one doesn't want genes like yours is a feeling we understand. But just because you are is important enough to care and listen to. You are a person with feelings and you do deserve to be heard and listened to.

Thank you for trusting us enough to reach out and say what you are feeling. That is a first step. I know it is not easy. But you are worth it. Everytime you can say what you are feeling--it is beating that depression and the thoughts in your mind telling you that you cannot do it. That is a good thing.

Know that you can say what you need to here and there is no judgement or ridicule for what you are feeling. It is real what you feel and I know it hurts. But we do care and are here for you. Please keep reaching.

Sending you a gentle hug. Hang in there.

dps