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Old Jul 16, 2009, 11:31 AM
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I don't know how old I was but I remember laying in my baby crib with my stuffies, I was really terrified of them but I couldn't get away because I couldn't walk yet. I would watch them stand up, and they would seem to get bigger, towering over me, they were so horrible and evil looking, they were laughing at me, there laughs were so loud and high pitched it hurt my ears and they were trying to grab me, I remember I was crying but no one would come to help. Those laughing faces are burned into my memory, it still scares me when I think about it.

When I was 10, my sister had one of those dolls that are the size of an 8 year old, she would keep it on the center of her bed during the day. It was alive, I know it was, I've seen it's head turn by it's self. One night I woke up with it standing right in front of my face... Standing!!! I ran as fast as I could to tell my dad but he just said that it was either my sister or brother playing a joke on me and to forget about it, but I couldn't do that, that doll could not stand without something holding it up so I know it wasn't a joke. When I got up the nerve I took the doll back to my sisters room and buried it under all the clean wash facing the wall then I went back to bed, in the morning I went to my sisters room , she was still sleeping but the doll wasn't buried anymore, it was sitting up facing the door with all the wash pushed about a foot away from it. Everyone swore that they never touched it.

After a while I got my way and had every doll, stuffie and statue removed from the house.

Now I cannot be around stuffies, dolls or anything made in human form because they really terrify, I know they're trying to get me and that they're all evil.
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