dayley,
I do hope you are seeking support IRL somewhere about this as there are so many things to consider.....you own well-being first and foremost.

Please consult honestly with your doctor about what is going on as your mental health affects your physical conditions.

The heart often feels love for ppl that are not appropriate for our lives/future paths. Only you know in your situation for sure. From what you've written and shared though I'd be inclined to say that no matter the love your heart feels the actions and words shown in return are not adequate to build a future upon. That's just my opinion.</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
It's looking like our baby really will go to an adoption family.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">
As far as adoption? Wouldn't be here if it didn't exist. I'm all for it IF the circumstances allow the birth mother to do so in complete safety for her health. Please seek counsel from somewhere you trust for these questions. I'm not saying don't post but our input as strangers on a mental health support board is but so much compared to the trained educated advice of medical or mental health professionals or clergy.

We're still listening/reading. My thoughts are with you for peaceful resolution to these very challenging times.