Thank you!! I know It isn't me but I have a hard time thinking everything he says is true. I am very insecure which is an issue I need to work on..but defiantly isn't good when I take everything to heart. He knows exactly what to say to hurt me. It is hard for me to believe that something is wrong with him but its obvious. I am not living at the house right now, I don't plan on contacting him because he will just ignore me. Its hard to understand but I will watch that documentary hopefully will help me understand more. I know he has been going home... the thing that worries me the most is the weekend is coming and I know he is going to self medicate and drink. Possibly have another affair, Its so scary being on the other side and not knowing whats going to happen.