Ah my sweet, the addictive darkness of borderline, yes? Know it for this.....it is a trick......it will do what it can to dominate......don't fight the illness, that is too overwhelming....but fight the impulse, babe......peacefully. Tell it that you forgive it for its immaturity and destruction, that you LOVE it for its hollowness and darkness, BUT you will not give in to it........start your unconditional acceptance now and KNOW THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE TO GIVE IN!!!

It is infinitely terrifying, defying this demanding mistress, but you shall prevail.......I KNOW you will. Breathe the fear in and breathe the fear out......it will lose its potency.......

Know thine enemy, and it shall become your friend.......you are already practicing it my sweet......you are on your way to that point......and we are with you.....

Take VERY good care Jay.......there is only one