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Jul 16, 2009, 08:16 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are - apathy is not fun.
I just wanted to say something about the self destructive thoughts. What you describe sounds all too familiar to me. The thing with the mango. Well. I haven't eaten mangos *would love to try* but fruits anyways XD or whatever else requires cutting have set off thoughts for me. Not to do anything in order to make sure no one knows is good. Not to do anything for YOU is even better. I guess I just wanted to say that I've been there, I've been self destructive and it goes nowhere but downhill. Right now I'm in the "fixing what I did stage"... putting stuff on my skin to help it heal now that I haven't been bad for a while. Please, keep safe.
It sounds like in general you're being really hard on yourself, try your best not to be, and take care. Sending loads of hugs... I'm always here if you need to talk *drop me a line*
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Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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