thanks Dwayne61...that's so true...we are choosing what to think about...
I've been okay today....even a little bit bright part of me shine up again....
I think thinking too much of having somebody in my life is killing me...so, I try not to think about it and think about all the good things that I have...and I will be fine....
I used to hidden him from my facebook, but now I unhide him....and I'm totally okay with it...
This is me who make decision to be happy or not....I can think about him as one of those past lovers I had whom I hate right now....for me, anybody in my past, except one person, were not worth thinking....and honesty, I always think how I spent time with them....so, Aaron would be another one....
I feel better now....
thanks
Marjan