AHHH this is getting MUCH harder! I can't stop thinking about him!! He said he might go to my party so I IMed him and said " you better come mister" as a joke and he replied with "Umm hello I work at 5 am everyday and thats not a good idea. very irresponsible, and Im not like that anymore." so i said all I could think of, "sorry I didnt know". its almost that by him pushing me away I wanna try harder.

and i know that (this is going to sound aweful cause im not one to cheat at all, never have, ) but Im like dying to kiss him. Just kiss. nothing else, not taking it any further at all, its so strange. i cant even discribe the feeling. I just want it to go away!!

HELP