Bailey
I feel for you honey...My divorce is going to be finalized in a month or so. And I think about how a couple years into my marriage i got bored and felt like I needed someone else to give me the reassurance that I was still wanted, .....And then you think about the what if's from the past.
But if you are truly happy with your bf and he's good to you I would really try not to mess it up. You never know the other guy could have been really sweet to you that first night, but how do you know if you tried it agin it would still be the same.... And how long would it last, The grass isn't always greener on the other side.
Just try not to jump inot something when you have something good now.