JayS I have some very sad and reoccuring memories from my childhood as well... that haunted me every night for 15 years... I can understandThese memories are just beginning to come back....reoccuring nightmares of cartoons on a white backgroung... getting smaller and smaller... until you can't see them.. and lighting up four candles... while the wind is blowing them away... lost my best friend to cancer at age 7. Just let these feelings come out... otherwise you will never be able to seek peace