What I wrote was just the start of that nightmare... my mother was the cause of all my problems but I think she had something to do with this too, she was into the black magic and using a ouija board, she would use this stuff every night.... I still remember it clearly, all the lights in the room were out, only black candles are burning and she would read aloud from her book in something I couldn't understand... and that smell of whatever it was she was burning would make me sick, it was hard to breath. She did a spell that gave her soul to the devil, she cut her hand and let the blood drip on a piece of parchment paper with writing and markings all over it... then she burned the paper with the candle in the center of the pentagram.

It was very hard to live like that, being scared every night because of what she was doing.... I would hear and see things all the time, shadows, faces, things moving and then the sounds, very hollow screams, banging that seemed to come from out of nowhere.... feeling that I'm being watched and that something is after me that I can't see, I still feel that way even now.... it's been 19 years since being with her and my nerves are still gone, even the sound of a pin dropping on the floor makes me jump out of fright.

She ruined my life.