I went to my class, and I wanted to go dancing in the club....most of students came to the club....Aaron came too....He tried his best to show that he doesn't care about me....Mostly, he danced with another girl who he know I don't like that much and he doesn't like her either....he just makes friendship with her to make me jealous....but interesting point is that I didn't care really....It was so good for me tonight, knowing that I don't like life like this...I can't spend my life in the clubs....I don't belong to it....he's not dating anybody for sure!
When I was leaving, he came and talked to me...he said, already leaving? I said ya...I'm so tired...I said I don't know how you guys can do that....I have to go to work tomorrow....he said, he goes dancing every night!!!
I said you don't stay at home at all? he said just sleeping....OMG....
Such a waste....I'm just thinking, why the guy that I like and I have Chimestry with should be this much waste!!!!
anyway....just wanted to tell somebody....
Tonight was the night that I made sure nothing will happen between us....I don't want or it's better to say, I can't spend my life in the corner of the clubs....That's too much....Best of luck to him....Hope I find that special smart person too....
Marjan