The thought of having sex with someone else scares me half to death. The thought just scares me for unexplained reasons. I told my boyfriend I want to wait until marriage to have sex but secretly even then, I don't know if i want to even have sex after marriage.
My boyfriend is completely okay with it and doesn't pressure me at all. I am thankful for that. Unfortunately, I just don't know where this fear of sex came from. Any ideas?