Recently my daughter and I got into yet another spat
and well to be honest it took all that I have to not lash out
at her (hit) I was ashamed and to be honest still am
after everything I went through growing up and here was I
about to do the unthinkable however I did not do it
instead I packed my bags and I called a friend to come get me
I stayed with her but it was only like a day and a half
my friend said I am silly for coming back so quick and she is right
yet again I was thinking of them and not me but I told them all
the next time I go I go for good I will never come home at least that is how I feel right now.
my son he is 18 he is a good boy he does not yell and scream a thousand times a day at me he never goes out hooning around or smoking drinking etc. My girl she is 16 she yells and screams and she drinks and she gets
these pearcings done I know she is 16 but even so as her parent do I not even count for anything well the answer to that is no I do not I am a fat lazy worthless joke of a mother she even had the nerve to tell me that the house was cleaner when I was gone lol so do tell who folded all the towels and tea towels cloths etc the very night she came home
Seriously though I cry so much over this stuff I cry myself to sleep
I cry to my T and she says to me my g** they do upset you so
why not leave how many times have I thought of that over the last 16 yrs
but you know worse still is hubby just lets her do it lets her talk to me like she does never again will I try to protect her from him I have always done that not now though I am so angry and hurt and frustrated I just am not sure how long before I break completely.Anyway I will stop I know I talk about my girl a lot please understand I do love her very much I just hate the things she says and does.