Well, I'm a writer.
I've been writing poems and stuff since I was little (I claim to have written my first book at age 4). I actually recently found a poem that I kinda like that I wrote when I was like... 12, probably, and was thinking about posting it, but I'm not exactly sure like, where.
I've recently started a novel about a psych ward (even though I've never been in one my sister has; she doesn't talk about it of course, and I'm just making stuff up and hoping it's right). Well, it's kind of about a psych ward; it's about a mom who's a psychiatrist and then a daughter who is a SIer.
I was writing about 5,000 words a day on it until a few days ago. I stopped because I went from about three times a week to everyday, and I hoped stopping writing about it would help, which it hasn't.
I fail massively at journaling, but I do like to write. (In the novel every other chapter is the mom and the daughter, and the daughter's part is written in a journal.)
I was kinda tryingish to talk to someone about it the other day. She is one of the five people who know (one of them being my sister's boss, of all people), and I didn't say anything straight out, but she knew what I was talking about. But, like, she just doesn't know what to tell me, and she ended up writing these short one word replies on IM until one of us changed the topic.
I know I'm never going to call them, ever, though.
Once there were a few people over at my house and we decided to make a prank call (however horrible it is/was) to a hotline. We had all this stuff planned out. Like I would be the crazy person locked up in the psych ward (since I was the most screwed up), and another person would be my crazy friend; then we had a third person be a nurse at the psych ward who kept telling us to get off the phone.
But when we called them they said that they would be recording our conversation and we freaked out and hung up.
My sister told me that once her friend made her call, and she told me that they, again, said that they would be recording the call. And then she said that they kept telling her that they'd like go find her using the GPS or whatever if she didn't get to a hospital, or something.
Not an experience I'd like to have.
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