If I were you, I'd definitely be seeing a doctor. All you can get here are "ideas." A doctor can give you the real low-down.

There's no need to be embarrassed. It's not something you did to yourself, and even if it was, that's what doctors are for; to help us take care of ourselves. It COULD be depression, but then again, it could be something else.

I'm encouraging you to please see a doctor ASAP.