I've got to finish my bachelor's degree before I can have a breakdown. Not like I want one, but I'm keeping it together somehow, although I know I have years of undealt with emotions that if I let out all at once might leave me incapacitated for 6 months-a year. I can't deal with that right now. I've been in school too long to lose all my effort now. By my estimation, although I started at my 1st college in fall of 1998 and started at this my 4th college in fall of 2007, I should have my BS in 2012. I guess it's not so bad, with all the breaks I took for jobs and life experience and considering I have had these depressive and manic spells and have a visual disability similar to dyslexia.

No breakdowns, no breakdowns, STOP! (I probably hit a whammy).