i agreed. who's to blame on this? no way im blaming myself, i dont want this, it came to me outta nowhere and kept building up. if they say God create us, damn sure im blaming it on God. if God doesn't exist, im not blaming it on anybody, this is just the way i am, the way we are. doesn't matter if we hate it. no one is equal in my opinion. too many unfairness. this world worth dying just as we do.